Saturday, 29 April 2017

Zawara Coffee Burger

I am in love with FOOD 😃

Since my college days, I always remember "Burger Abang Sihat" in front of 7eleven in Kubang Kerian. It is just in front of gate no.2 USM.

That's the best burger that i had in my life (Fuyoh!).
Now, I found a good burger. Yes, finally.

It is made by Zawara.
I feel like eating burger again, again and again.
It is so yummy!!

Tuesday, 28 March 2017

Soalan famous: Macam mana life buat part time weekend class MBA?

Hope i dapat tolong orang-orang yang tengah confuse, tapi tak tau nak tanya siapa. Sebab dulu i pun macamtu ada rasa tak pasti nak sambung MBA part time. Ada beberapa kawan whatsapp and message kat facebook tanya pasal life buat MBA part time. Yelah, sebab kadang2 ada jugak post gamba dekat fb and ig.

Ok, here you go.
Nak terangkan background life i before MBA dan lepas MBA.

Life before MBA:
- Normal working days: pegi keje sampai office 9am, sampai rumah average dalam 8-9pm.
- Kat office tgk handphone bila ada customer call atau nak call out sebab busy mak aih lari sana sini and always ade je issue/meeting/adhoc discussion.
- Balik rumah most of the time kalau extra rajin boleh balik 6.30pm pegi beli barang dapur utk masak, worst case makan luar. Most of the time, memang makan luar
- Kalau ada paperwork, kejar deadline memang lebam mata bukak laptop siapkan kat rumah. Ada lah beberapa kali dalam sebulan yg pack gile sampai terpengsan bila sampai rumah, terus tidur dan terjaga pukul 2am. Lepastu terus sambung buat keje opis sampai subuh.
- Weekend: Tidur, bangun lewat sikit, dan keluarrr hooreyyyy!!

Life after MBA:
- Normal working days: pegi keje sampai office 9am, sampai rumah average dalam 8-9pm.
- Kat office tgk handphone bila ada customer call atau nak call out sebab busy mak aih lari sana sini and always ade je issue/meeting/adhoc discussion.
- Malas nak masak. Rasa letih sebab weekend pun takleh tidur lama
- Kat opis handphone tak henti-henti whatsapp dpd classmate. Sometimes bincang gossip, homework, exam, dan lain-lain
- Bila dah hari Rabu, ada rasa sedikit kesedaran especially bila sabtu ada exam atau nak submit report/presentation
- Friday night?? OMG masetu la baru nak speed up buat homework!!!!
- Sabtu: Kelas petang from 2pm to 6pm. Untunglah kalau sekadar kelas. Normally mesti ada je benda nak submit, present, homework, exercise.
- Ahad: Kelas pagi from 9am-1pm. Muka pun lebam la kan sebab hari ahad kena bangun awal. Geram je tengok orang tarik selimut pagi ahad. Kalau lepas habis kelas hari ahad, esp kalau habis exam memang rasa nak berjimba atau lepak minum-minum dgn classmate release stress. Paling nerd, kau duduk lepak dgn groupmate discuss group assignment seterusnya.
- Kalau letih yang amat, balik kelas hari ahad terus reunion dengan katil. Haha
- Hari isnin pegi keje dengan keadaan agak lesu. So, makan lah vitamin.
- Benda paling BEST dalam hidup ialah masa public holiday yg jatuh hari weekend, dan jugak semester break. Masetu perasaan macam haiwan baru terlepas dari zoo dah 20tahun.
- Kenal erti study group esp bila nak exam sebab masing2 keje dan takde masa pun nak bukak buku.
- Ada beberapa kali kena ambik cuti sebab nak settle something. Kadang ambik half-day sebab nak kena buat assignment. Cari company mana-mana nak buat interview sampai aku rasa nak muntah darah bila nak cari company baru nak buat assignment. Tu aku tak story lagi pasal Academic Business Research. Lagi lah.. Yang tu mungkin the last chapter lah story. Hehe

Paling tak seronok masa buat MBA part time (weekend) ni ialah.. Bila kawan-kawan ajak keluar, mesti ko tak free. Yelah, takkan nak keluar weekdays. So, sabar la dalam 2 tahun ni. Semester break pulak, bila kau ajak kawan keluar, kawan kau pulak pegi somewhere. Stress aku. So, mereput lah jugak. And, lagi stress kalau sape yg sejenis kena kerja weekend cam aku kadang-kadang, maka terimalah azab bila ponteng kelas dan muka blur gila. Haha!

Lagi satu, kalau ko dapat bos yang tak faham and tak support ko buat master lagi lah. Memang best of luck jawapannya. Mesti dia takleh terima ko pegi keje muka lebam tak cukup tido. Kadang mintak cuti sebab nak setel something. Lunch time bile ko selak kertas homework tiba2 ada orang intai.

So, please jangan terpedaya sangat dengan tipu helah gambar kat fb. Memang nampak gembira. Tapi, banyak benda tak diceritakan. 

Walaupun meletihkan, tapi dia seronok. Seronok bila dapat pass through every phase. So, good luck!!

Friday, 24 February 2017

My journey

This week I keep on thinking about my life and future. Until the stage that I even calculate how long I should live and checking which country that I should go next. Haha! Is it too much? Living alone abroad has taught me to appreciate my journey. Aihh, I really feel that my shoulder is heavy now. Too many things to do.

But, I must always be thankful to god for all of the gift, blessing, opportunities, and many more! Even though my life is not perfect, not that successful, not that rich, but the gift is much more than my own effort. 

I still remember, 7 years back when I was in USM; the future seems uncertain. I don't know what should I do after graduate. A lot of bad stories like some seniors facing difficulties to get job. But, in my mind I always remember this: "If we always try our very best in anything that we do, we will be successful, anywhere, anytime". This is the quote from my homeroom teacher (MRSM Mersing). I miss her, I miss MRSM Mersing too! 

After graduated, I am not well verse in english. Most of the time, I really need to crack my brain to combine few words to build a sentence each time I need to communicate in english 😶. Sad, but it is true. 

My first job - working as a research assistant in sport science lab. It was so fun. Playing with rats, and help the master student to conduct research. That time, as I remembered 3 students came from Iran. So, it is like chicken talking to a cat (I am the cat). The cat try to listen and understand what the heck is he talking about. But, both chicken and cat are passionate enough to listen and try to help each other. I slowly improve from there. So, just practice!

Then, I feel like I want to change environment and move to a better place to get better income. The flow was easy, and my application was accepted after few days of interview. My colleagues that time, all of them speak english as their first language (sweating!). Days was a little bit more challenging, because most of the patient are the VIP type. And I am just a kampung girl. Correction: A kampung girl with a high ambition.

I know that after 1 years+ of working I can get better income. Then, I move again to another company. This round, I need to deal with many more foreigners from Indonesia, Iran, China, Korea, and even Kazakh.. Haha! Interesting isn't it. I guess that it is my fate to always be surrounded by foreigners - of course for a good reason. That time, I feel like I am the only muslim. And they ask a lot about the religion, the lifestyle, and I can say initially, they have bad perception towards me. Muslim lady is perceived as very close minded, cannot shake hands even just for greetings and to show respect, cannot involve in sports, cannot sit together to have fun and discuss about anything. After a while, things has change. At least, in their mind they will remember me as the muslim girl that they can always hang out with, and discuss about almost everything 😎. Still keep in touch with them.

My journey continues as I change the job again (omg. I am not loyal). That time I only think of to get out from the workplace as I need more time for myself and I should learn something new quickly before I get old. There you go, I was accepted after 4 rounds of interview. I was accepted and the company send me to Singapore for training. Hmm.. I was scared, nervous, and I dont know what should I do as a start. Same thing. Again, I receive feedback that they afraid I cannot do well. Also, same perception - people that wear tudung normally are not open minded.

Since then, I feel like.. I really want to show and prove to the world that people that wear tudung also open minded. We are smart as well. We pray 5x per day but it doesnt limit us until we cannot sit together and talk. You can always drink wine and beer, while I can enjoy my green tea. You can eat pork next to me and I will not feel offended at all. I am normal. I can celebrate Chinese New Year. I celebrate new year too. We can exchange gift during Christmas. I can go to church if you need someone to go to church with you. I can read bible, no problem and still continue to be a muslim. Being a muslim is not difficult at all. We can be good friends even we have different religion. In short, I want to change the perception. The task is not easy, but it is doable.

It is true that in my day-to-day life, I live to prove to people that I CAN DO THIS. At the same time, to change other perception like Malays are normally lazy, cannot talk in english, not independent, cannot survive and the list goes on.. Seriously, I feel tired to live everyday just to prove that hey,, you are wrong. But, I realize that it change me to a better person. To always remind me to always work hard. Honestly, only after close to 2 years people really notice the good things about you, they believe you and thank god I am patient enough. There are days that I feel I couldn't handle the pressure, but I remember the magic quotes. At least, I want to be remembered as the talented and young muslim+malay+kampung girl, brought up in a small kampung, not even attended pre-school. I want to be seen as a strong person that has unique way of thinking. My idol is Yuna 😊 (just want to let you know. Hehe).

I have a lot of interesting story to share with regards to my solo working trip in few countries. In less than 5 years, I realize that I have change a lot. 5 years back, I don't think that I even have a dream to travel alone. Now, I get used to it. 5 years back, I am not confident at all. Now, at least I can talk and express my opinion freely even sometimes it is ridiculous. I realize that with courage, everything is doable. My fighting spirit is multiple times bigger than my body hehe.. I want to inspire many more people to do great things in life. Till then, cheers!

Monday, 20 February 2017

Soalan berkenaan MBA. Walau dah muak, saya jawab

First of all, thanks to Allah and everyone especially my friends that always help me along the way.
Dah complete pun sem 3. Next week dah nak masuk semester 4. Yeay!😃

Diskesempatan ini, saya ingin menjawab soalan ringkas yang sering ditanya oleh rakan-rakan sebaya dan jugak yang tak sebaya pasal MBA. Kadang-kadang sakit jiwa juga nak menjawabnya. Tapi, ada jugak baiknya kalau tanya dari tak tahu kan?

Soalan1: Dapat naik gaji tak lepas dapat MBA
Well, depends pada company nak bagi increment atau pun tak. For me, no increment walaupun kau dapat PHD sebab company yg kerja sekarang akan bagi gaji ikut skill. So, kalau kau rasa lepas MBA skill kau akan bertambah dan melimpah-ruah, confirm kau akan naik gaji. Trust me!

Ada je company yang akan naikkan gaji lepas dapat MBA. 
But, sila lah fikir positive terutamanya kalau kau dah setuju nak sambung belajar MBA, apa motif kau yang sebenar? Nak naik gaji? Self-improvement? Mengejar title? Atau apa? Fikir baik-baik tau.

For me, I sambung MBA sebab sekarang ni involve dengan business related job walhal takde satu habuk pun knowledge pasal business. So, I decide untuk sambung.

Soalan 2: Ape kebaikan atau kesan lepas sambung MBA. Memang berguna ke MBA?
Ini antara kesan kepada diri ini lepas sambung MBA:

1. Pandai tunjuk hebat kat office dengan menggunakan ayat yang nampak genius contohnya "economic of scale concept", concept pricing (price skimming).
2. Kau akan faham lebih bila tengok TV yang berkaitan dengan isu economy dan bursa saham. Contohnya bila dia cakap pasaran ditutup rendah. Lepastu bila kau baca paper pasal segala bagai ratio pasal bursa, kau pun boleh senyum sorang-sorang sambil cakap "YES!!" finally aku faham benda ni.
3. Untuk golongan budak yang lari field macam aku bila bekerja, at least kau akan jadi master dalam bab buat SWOT, dan segala bagai marketing dan business analysis. Benda ni penting sebab akan membantu critical thinking.
4. Kite juga tak memerlukan banker atau orang sales untuk prepare berapa monthly payment nak kena bayar kalau buat loan rumah, dan lain-lain loan.
5. Juga, segala investment pun akan jadi diversified walaupun duit cuma beberapa sen. Tapi itu sangat penting.
6. Faham sikit-sikit pasal islamic concept dalam banking. Dan jugak terlerai persoalan kat kepala pasal mana datang income kalau semua bank apply islamic concept.
7. Faham pasal operation dan betapa detailnya keperluan nak jadi orang operation
8. Mungkin ada jugak orang yang takde basic account akan cakap faham apekah itu COGS. I dah adapt dengan segala terms tu sebab dah culture shock masa first year of working 😃

Soalan 3: Lepas MBA boleh jadi consultant ke?
Aku sendiri tak pasti. Cuma, bergantung pada field masing-masing. Contohnya, lepas MBA ada banyak room untuk develop diri sendiri dan ambik special certification. Contohnya untuk field marketing ada CIM, CIMA untuk accounting. Certification ni akan bantu kome untuk dapat sedikit title di hadapan nama bila nak apply job atau kalau dah lama dalam industry boleh la buat consultancy company yang related dengan field. Honestly lepas keje dalam field dah 4 tahun pun belum confident lagi nak jadi consultant. Tapi, kalau tak cuba sampai bila tak tau kan?

Soalan 4: MBA susah ke tak?
Takde benda yang senang dalam hidup. Kalau semuanya senang, maka semua orang ada MBA. Setiap orang akan experience challenge dan internal conflict dalam diri antara nak proceed atau tak. Especially yang belajar sambil kerja ni. Untuk orang yang dulu dari field biology ke, atau whatsoever yang tak related pun dengan business, maybe a little bit more challenging than others. Tapi, trust me yang maths engineering lebih susah dan lagi sukar nak lulus daripada MBA. It is all about hardwork. Untuk health related field, this is way easier than anatomy and physiology. To my ex-classmate and junior, come on.. Dosimetry lagi susah daripada benda ni. Just that you kena allocate sikit masa untuk study everyday kalau nak dapat 4 flat (Sebabtu aku tak 4 flat. Haha!)

Soalan 5: Hari-hari kena study ke?
Nak menjawab soalan ni agak susah. Sebenarnya kalau nak sekadar lulus dengan angkat topi campak ke langit tapi tak 4 flat macam aku,.. jawapannya ialah tak study hari-hari pun. Saya ialah sejenis yang last minute. Tapi, satu subject tu try tak ponteng lebih 2x sebab kelas pun weekend. Kalau ponteng kelas sekali ibarat ponteng seminggu tau! Selalunya akan gubra bila dah hari Jumaat sebab Sabtu ada kelas/test/presentation. Hehe. Ada beberapa kali yang duduk depan laptop tak toleh kiri kanan sebab tengah panic siapkan kerja. Well, itu semua sweet memories.

Soalan 6: Penat ke tak study
Ofcos la penat. Tido seharian pun letih. Apetah lagi study. Sebagai golongan stray cat macam saya, yang hidup dah sedia ada tak terurus sebab kerja. Dan saje bunuh diri sambung master. Memang la azab. Ketahuilah sejak sambung master badan rasa lesu sebab kita macam tak rest pun dalam seminggu. Tambah pulak sejenis yang kena kerja sampai lewat malam. Tapi, semua tu benda boleh settle kalau ada kemahuan.

Nanti kalau ada soalan lain akan saya tambah lain masa 😏
All the best kepada yang dah daftar MBA.
Your journey will begin soon.